I wrote a poem once
For a girl whom will never see the likes of what was created inside my mind
Because when I look into her eyes
I forget
What life was like before a creature more enchanting then the words I write
the warmth of you in my valley excites me
i feel every step you take in
the pure passion and desire you have
to take on a journey so spiritual even
God is at a loss of words
you feel my land like you’re discovering yourself again
you see my land as if you’ve struck gold
you taste my food that bears from this land
for it is vast but not wide
as you dig deeper and deeper you find it harder to go on
but that stimulates you
you come upon water so vivid you can see straight through
it rushes out of the valley and consumes you
yet you’re pleased to be drowning in it
my valley quivers the flowing slows
it is not a silence that sweeps over my land
but a pleasureful emptiness
that awaits to be found once more
i love women
they’re like cake
good looking on the outside
taste good on the inside
i’m a poetic mastermind
she keeps calling but i’m not answering
how could i
knowing i am nothing more than a burden that lay on her shoulders
that i cause her hurt and pain everyday
but she still finds it within herself to love me so generously
for two years
putting up with my bullshit for two years
never have i met such a woman capable of doing such
i really should let her go
i want her to find better
but she claims i’m already the best
such sweet sinful lies
i want you
i want you inside me
i want you to feel my walls with your tongue
and my soul with your eyes
the pinnacle that you take me to
is like no other
no other touch i have felt
no other soul i have encountered
this is not something i feel
yet something i breathe
i breathe your love
i eat your words
i drink your body
make me cry your name
to the Himalayas
to the crevasses of this very earth
make my cavity moist with the effortless blow you give me
by being
the eternal light to my soul
I just want to paint and create
write and live
be
I want to be
connect with my mind
not my mouth
see these words with your soul
look past my face
for if you had no eyes
your ears would be unbarred
but you don’t apprehend that
now do you?
here i am
but you do not see me
you do not see me
you do not hear me
we are different people
I just want to paint and create
write and live
be
I want to be
I took a joy ride with death
he showed me life as fast as he took it
whisked me away on a vacation
a ghastly beautiful time i had
as the rain poured down around me
each drop falling like glass shattering
it was beautiful, breathtaking
death
never was so beautiful
